I left my husband on Monday afternoon, he found out about it Monday evening and we had no communication until Wednesday evening when we met at a local McDonald’s for an hour and a half.  It is now Friday evening and and I feel like I’ve been on the longest, craziest, scariest roller coaster ride of my life.

Like one of those little rubber balls you get in the quarter machines my emotions are bouncing all over the place and frequently ending up where I don’t expect them to be.

Overall, I feel like I’ve been pulled out of the Matrix and am just now learning to breathe… it’s so weird.